Changes

*sigh* Things have been turbulent, as always. Mom and Dad have been bickering a lot and she and I had a pretty good discussion on what's going to be happening in the near future. Still not sure exactly what's going on with me yet. Trying to make everyone happy, including myself, while also doing what's best for me. Not easy, seeing as none of the possible options fits into that very narrow category. I want to repay my father for all that he's done and make sure that he knows he will always be my father, no matter what, but I don't know if that's the best thing I can do for me right now. I will probably just wait until everyone else has figured out what they are doing and then make a decision. Idk.

School is going well, as always. Exams are over and they definitely exhausted me. As long as I have a A or A- or B+ on my Contemporary Lit. exam, I will have a 4.0 for the semester and my GPA will go way up!! I was most worried about my English exam, and I got B+, which still worked out to give me an A for the semester, so goodie for me!! I would normally just blow it off, but I really worked hard last semester to get where I am, so I am really proud of myself for having done so well.

Buckley came by the school today. I was really happy to see him, though I could only talk for a few seconds, since Vikki was waiting and I don't like to keep Vikki waiting. He attacked me from behind, but idc. It's Buckley. After all we've been through, he can pretty much do what he wants. :)

Haven't been online much lately, so don't get mad at me for not having written in a while, JT. It's cold and I haven't felt like wasting time on FB. Getting better at avoiding the "wasting time" part...

I got to babysit on Saturday. I had the Breithupts and the Beis girls, except for Kylie, the Mexican baby. I was sad that I didn't have her, but I still had a lot of fun. Kelsey had some troubles going to sleep, but she'd passed out by the time her parents got there. Got to watch the movie Bratz, which i surprisingly didn't hate. Also got a few rows done on my blanket. It's really coming along, more thanks to my lack of interest in the computer than any sudden burst in speed.

Heather's baby shower was a lot of fun. You could tell Braydon likes us the most, since he spent about an hour on mom's lap and would only come out of the back room when I asked if he wanted to go see "memah" He's still SOOO cute.

My night with aunt marcia was amazing. I'd forgotten how much I missed her. She cut and layered my hair, something I doubt anyone's noticed, but it still looks better. Kelly wasn't too much of a pain (LOL), and I got to see the very grumpy and very big Stacey. She's def. ready to pop.

TTFN!!

XOXO
Kari Richelle